Lying...

its hard when you finally have a bf... and he doesn't know who you truly are...and doesn't really want to know...

Summer Cleaning

So since it seems that my spring cleaning had paid off for about 3 months until recently. My room is clean that you can walk around see the floor and what not but it could be the fact that everything is pushed onto my desk, dresser, closet(big surprise there), couch, and  next to the monster that inhabits the space beneath my bed. And I learned a few tips and am planning on testing them out.

I took pictures of my whole room, closet, and everything else. Tomorrow when I wake up before I can look around my room, I'm going to look at the 40 pictures I took and see just how messy it is. They say its difficult to truly see the whole picture when your standing 4 inches from it. Well I sleep in it every night so the only way I can truly see the messiness is with bright fresh eyes and a Kodak share camera.

An other one I plan on trying is not allowing myself to do anything out side of my room until its clean (except bathroom breaks). And timing myself to see if I can beat my timer (I'm super competative).

So the tips:

1)take photos and examen the mess from every angle

2)Prohibit from straying away from the task at hand

3)race your alarm and make cleaning up a race

4)play something fun and happy in the backround like a fav CD or movie

5)have fun by dancing as you clean or singing so it doesn't seem like such a chore

6)plan a reward for your excelent job at cleaning

Three cheers for cleaning binges, Alex

As I was writing a story I was working, on I got a text. (I'm not a big fan of texting) It was from my mom and it said that my grandma was in the hosiptal...again. She just got back from Mexico after 8 months and it seems the aulsers she had on her leg have come back... Even if no one ever reads this, it still feels good to get off my chest.

Filled with worry, Alex

Once apon a google search...

Well for the longest time now, I've been reading every one's blog or the news feed on facebook and nodding my head to what I agree on, rolling my eyes at a stupid drama people like to start, or laughing at it. And I would wonder geez... If only there was a way to voice my thoughts without having my mom or older siblings or relatives get on me for saying something unlike me, like, oh I don't know, my opinion. Considering I'm only seventeen year old girl and am about to go into my senior year of high school. And tonight, I thought to myself as I typed on the google search bar (not sure what its called) I should create a blog. So I did... and here I am writing at 4:30 in the morning. So here it goes, my on-line diary of my senior year, my daily dilemmas, my hunt for my first job, my thoughts, and my life in general. And hopefully I can keep it up for a year...
With big smiles and hugs, Alex